OWIE!!!

I haven't been feeling well for a couple of days now, I have NO idea what it is, but it's driving me crazy!!! I can't seem to concentrate on anything, but oh well...

*I hacked into my phone, now I got all kinds of cool games and stuff, BUT some
some of them need to be fixed...
*Jasmyne is driving me up the fucking wall with her mess....
*I'm starving and neither one of my cooks are home..this sucks!
*Avery is on his way to Dallas, I wonder if he is coming home right after that??
Sometimes I miss him like crazy and other times it seems as if I blink and he's
back.
*My sister and neice moved out...they rented a house with my BIL and nephew, good
thing, bitches have a way of driving me up the wall and these 2 ain't no
different.
*I ordered some of my books for school, someone made a mistake on the price of
my history book and that shit ended up costing me a whooping $.25!! woo hoo!
can't beat that price for a college text book!!
*I've been doing alot of hanging out on YouTube and I have to admit, some people
have absolutely WAY too much time on their hands...what is the point of taking
video of your ass shaking?? Makes me wonder sometimes.
*I'm still hungry.


**UPDATE: My Dash games are fixed!!!**

Ready or not!!!

Ok, so here we go again, in a lil over a month Fall semester will begin. I need to step up my game a bit and take more classes so this semester I will have a full load plus 1 more class, for a total of 5.

I'm not sure how this will work out, specially since Ms. Thang (aka Jasmyne) has decided she will be joining the chearleading squad for my nephew's football team the T-Birds. She is also joining a tumbling class that will help her with her cheerleading and with gymnastics's floor exercises (2x a week).

Now the only thing I need during next semester's full schedule is for my car to break down. Yup, you know how that shit works, right when you need something it decides to kick the fucking bucket!

On another note, while looking for that pic up there of UTEP's Sun Bowl, I came across this picture of Jasmyne:
This picture was taken in San Diego last summer during a family dinner with Avery's family. It was a really nice restaurant, hell if I remember the name of it but it was on a boat. Anyway, the reason I'm pointing this pic out is because that shawl Jasmyne is wearing was handmade by my mom's cousin, nice huh?!?!? LOL

Say What?!?

He swears he hates small dogs.....



He couldn't stand my mom's Bubbles for the longest time. Bubbles still, to this day, sees him coming and runs the other way.



He wasn't really mean to her, just would make her do stuff she really didn't enjoy. Like walking on her front legs while holding on to her back legs. You know, sort of like those races we would play as kids.. LOL, but with a dog.



He makes Pixie fly.... LOL. Literally, he sends this tiny dog flying across the room.



She does land in the bed, but still, it took Pixie a couple of tries before she landed perfectly. I figured she had to get over her fear for him since we all live together, we all share a room. Granted, Avery is not here 24/7, truck driving is his thing and well he's gone a lot. But we are used to that! 14 years in the military will most definitely get you used to them being gone....a lot!

But in the end, LOL, he has grown to love her...



he even shares the bed during nap time.... LMAO!!

13 years later...

Next month is our 13th Anniversary. Yesterday around 3:45 in the morning, Avery came home. I was so tired when he called me to pick him up (haven't had time to get his car fixed). After picking him up, chatting for an hr or two and all that "fun" stuff, LOL, we finally settled down to sleep. He started snoring about 10 seconds later (I hate the way he can do that) I, on the other hand, couldn't sleep! I just starred at him, the sun was starting to rise and there was a light coming in from the window, I could barely see his face, but I could definitely hear him.

I started whispering nonsense to him, asking him if he remembered different things that had happened in the last 13 years of our marriage. For the most part he snored through most of them, he would wake up every once in awhile to answer a question or giggle with me about something stupid I had just reminded him of. We did this for a while till he finally really fell asleep, then it was just me. So many thoughts when through my head....I can't believe I have loved this man for over half my life. I remember when we were teenagers, everything was new, I knew I loved him, but I just wasn't ready to open up myself to the hurt that sometimes comes with relationships, I wasn't ready to completely hand over my heart to him. So we just dated for awhile. I remember when he got orders to Cuba, I wasn't down with a long distance relationship so before he left, we talked and agreed it was best not to pursue a relationship and if our paths crossed again, and we both wanted to start over, we would.

I remembered that Valentine's day in 1994 when he returned from Cuba and called me, the butterflies he gave me when I heard his voice on the phone, he still does that you know, give me butterflies.

Almost 13 years ago I gave my heart to him with his sole promise to take care of it. I'm glad to say that it wasn't a mistake. Don't get me wrong, we have had our downs, some times I want to kick him in the balls and poke his eyes out... LOL But, he has also shown me that he is more than willing to make this work and that he truly has love for me and for our kids. No matter what it has been, I know that if I really want it, he will provide it, even if he hates it, he will provide, my Pixie "Chiquilla" girl is proof of that, LMAO!

Jasmyne @ the park...

Here is Jasmyne, my nephew had a football game at a local park here. We had a cookout and just relaxed all day. It was nice, not a lot of people, so the park wasn't crowded. My sister and her friend cooked up a good variety of food, so we had plenty to eat all day while we did NOTHING! It was a good day... LOL
My nephew's team ended up winning!!

My Pixie...again, LOL

I took a picture with my Pixie girl one day before I headed out to school, even thou I hate the way she came out...I decided to share it. LOL
















And here is another one...this one she actually did look at the camera, but I don't like it that much....

School has been hectic lately...and life in general.
As far as Avery's job, it has improved, a lot. I thought we were gonna end up hating life for a bit longer, but thank god, it's got better fast. I've even managed to get our savings account back to where it was before shit hit the fan, LOL


The kids are also doing good. Jasmyne is getting ready for her first TAKS test. All is looking good. Hopefully when the time comes she won't freeze up.
Avery is also taking the TAKS this year, and it's his first time doing the Science part, but he loves Science, so I see no problems with that.


Calculus has me wishing I could go back in time, at least 15 years...but of course, since that's not possible, here I am, here I find myself...struggling with it.

I don't even know why I'm blogging with all the shit I gotta do, but here I sit...with my damn calculus half done and tired as hell. Avery has been snoring his ass off behind me for at least a couple of hrs already...damn I wish I could fall asleep like that in a matter of seconds...it must be a man thing.

This year is our 13th Anniversary..it is supposed to be bad luck this year? Well if it is, thank god it's almost over, our anniversary is July 7. Even though at times I have felt like killing him, I do still love the butt head. I couldn't imagine my life with someone else...